纯真

二月二十四,一七年。

这天,我丢失了纯真的笑容。

仔细想想,自己多久没大声笑了,忘却烦恼,无忧无虑地笑声,

许久没听见了。

之前,一天不知道笑了多少次,今天的我,笑不出了。

不是为什么,谁叫我是重感情的人呢?

能一起当兄妹,不知道是修了几生的福气呢,

虽说不是很心甘情愿,但能怎么办?

也许这是你们开心后所导致的债,可,你们可有想过?

那是我一天只吃2餐,什么也没买,喜欢的看到都不舍得买,饿肚子存的财产,

现在就这样平白无故地为了你们的自私你们自利给这样不见了。

不能说什么,还能说什么,希望你们以后会懂得感激,

好好脚踏实地的做人吧。

D2

While im searched for my some documents in my laptop, suddenly i found a file which named D1, at first i was wandering what's it inside? So, i open it. kkkkkkkkkk couldn't imagined it was a year ago which i wrote a diary and save it inside my laptop. Passed by 1 year, i just realised it lol. Actually writing a diary is good things, and it is good for expressing feelings and thoughts without no one know. Perhaps,i should always come here? lol

Hence, started my D2 now. Lol

24.3.2016    Thursday     A super HOT day

Penang here almost 2-3 months didn't raining. i had been so long time didn't heard the sound of raining or thunder lol i miss them verymuch . News reported last week was if this situation continue till May, here may be facing cut short of water. As u knw, penang is a place where it is surrounding by sea. If the water couldn't afford the people in town tats means it can't afford us too. 

Btw, the month of May is quite challenging for because of the final exam. Hmmm

Plus, now i have my FYP which is quite a headache for me. huhuhuhu Hopefully i can finish it on time and graduate smoothly. 

Yesterday, i went to a talk organised by p.s. i was so happy bcoz at the end of the talk, there gt quiz sesson, and i managed to ans the vey last question and i won a t-shirt!!! lol 

To be honestly, it was my second time to won a present in publicly lol 

Last, wish me luck in my fyp. Give strong to me and cheer up!

相信


抵抗。

压抑自己,学会放下,再向前走。

简简单单的一句话,说得容易,但做起来,难。

不管怎样,生活依然要过,日子依然在一天一天地离去,

能够改变的只有自己。

加油,相信明天会更好。

忙忙忙

大三,

忙课业,忙感情,忙副业,

大三,

忙应酬,忙活动,

大三,


一个字,忙。

感恩的一天

二零一六,三月五日。

今天是我的感恩日。

也许不知道的人会茫然,感恩日好像不是今天耶~

都说是我的感恩日咯~哈哈

好吧,不卖关子了!

首先,想要感恩的就是幸苦生下我的妈咪,她牺牲了自己的青春,把岁月都花在我们几个小瓜的童年里,很感谢她这么日日夜夜照顾我们。真的感谢您。


接下来,要感谢的莫过于辛劳工作的爸比,他付出了自己汗水,在阳光下努力工作,为的就是让自己家的老婆孩子可以三餐饱暖,在有屋檐下舒服地一起过生活,很感谢他这么为我们着想,衣服穿了几十年,但孩子的年年都有新衣穿。真的感谢您。


还有就是非常感恩爸爸妈妈可以携手抚养我们长大,给了我们非常非凡有意义的童年,虽然我们一直生活不富裕,住的不是什么砖块屋,吃的也不是什么山珍海味,但对我来说,家不在乎长得什么样子,重要的是和谁一起住;吃不在乎什么世界美味,重要的是和谁一起分享,即使只是餐简单佳肴,虽然不是出自什么大厨之手,但只要是全家围在一起吃,就是幸福了! 说真的我从没有因为这样而感到自卑,反而非常自豪,也非常庆幸自己的家不富裕,让我们都明白到知足的意义。

记得我曾经对妈咪说过,以后你们老了,就让我养你们吧~
我可以不结婚,但我绝对不可以不要你们。这是我一直对自己的告诫。


也不忘感谢我家的哥哥们,虽然称不上是什么暖男型哥哥,也称不上是什么肌肉型哥哥,但在我心里他们是世界上最好最棒的哥哥们,他们都是以行动型的方式来保护了我这个妹妹,自小,我就非常幸福地在三个男人的保护里长大,真的很感谢他们。虽然我们偶尔吵吵闹闹,喜欢闹冷战,但我们的冷战都是几分钟或是最长的冷战就是一天,哈哈。你们现在都结婚了,各有所属,希望你们都跟嫂子们幸福地度过下半辈子吧~



在这么特别重要的一天,也不忘感恩我的朋友们,知己们,闺蜜,还有认识我的人甚至讨厌嫉妒我的人!感恩我们的相遇,感恩我们友情,也感恩让我遇到那些不好的人事物,让我明白到一种白米养百种人的道理,因为你们,我才明白到在这种竞争时代,在胜负面前,是没有真心友情这种东西。但也因为这样,让我减少到谁是真心谁是坏人。谢谢你们!

好吧~写了这么多,还是不明白为啥今天是我感恩日?哈哈~我没打算告诉你!

好了·,就这样!最后,生日快乐,我对自己说。




A Happy Day~

First of all, thx goodness!!! This time the results are all passed!!!

To be honestly, it was my first time to be not so confident about it. Maybe it was because of my attitude last sem. I was totally no mood to study properly and enjoyed playing lol

But, i was sacrificed this time. It was my last third sem before graduate. So, i just pray for to be pass and graduate smootly!!! Haaha.

New Year, New Month and First Post!

Hello February!

i had been came back here since one month ago. Finally i can enjoyed hometown foods and spent time with my dear  family. I appreciated so much the moment when family is by my side. To be honestly, i'm not so good to spread my feeling in front of them. But ill try to work out for it so that they know my actual feelings .

Now, it is February already. I only left 1year more for my uni life. Still, couldn't find any bf in uni. Lol Started to think am i 异性绝缘体 ? Seriously, never have some guys try to approach me. Or, am I too dumb to realize about it? Haha. Im stil finding my Mr.Right. Don't lost your way this year, I'm here waiting for u.

Recently, i heard alot of people saying that new year should have new goal. Well, for me i have alot of goals wana to achieve lol

My goals in year 2016 :)

1. I want to enter Dean list.
2. Travel around in Penang before the year end.
3. Work out my abs.
4. Eat healthy and exercises more.
5. Find a guy.
6. To be an optimistic person.
7. To have mature mind and will be consideration from others' points
8. Target high achievement in studies.
9. Start thinking about my future.
10. Buy a brand bag with my own money.

Thats all of my goals in year 2016.

Hopefully i can achieve all before the year end.

Goodnight world..


I'm Back!

Hey guys,

after a long long break, IM BACK!!! sorry for being inactive recently. However, from now on, ill try my best to blog whenever i have the time.kkkkkkkkkkkk

When see back to my last post, it was a year ago!!! haahaha i know im getting lazy to blog already because sometime i don't even have the time to think the  topic that i want to write about.

Now, im having my study week for the final exam soon.

 Just suddenly have the feeling to blog so im here ;)

Ok, tats all for today. Wish me luck in my final !!!


See u! maybe a year later? lol

EYES,NOSE,LIPS

Recently im so addicted to this song!!!

Taeyang from BIGBANG releases his second mini album : RISE !!!

I love his this MAIN song------ EYES NOSE LIPS ~~~

This is the mv link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UwuAPyOImoI


Live performance in M! Countdown yesterday ago :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBYztMiOdn4


Cover by TOPP DOG :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYRiEwfnlM4


Cover by AKMU :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTl4Ib4qbzg



Cover by Sungha Jung :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ivB0CEW_9o



SAME SONG BUT SANG BY DIFFERENT SINGER 

SO DIFFERENT FEELING TOO~


HOWEVER I LOVE THE ORI THE MOST !!!

TAEYANG'S VOICE IS SO MATCH WITH THE MELODY OF THE SONG

EVENTHOUGH HE WAS HALF NAKED IN THE MV but WHO CARE???

TATS HIS STYLE AND THE MOST IMPORTANT IS HIS GOOD VOICE AND THE SONG

NOWADAYS THE SINGER MOSTLY ARE IN HALF NAKED OR WHOLE NAKED 

WHY SMALL THINGS MAKE IT BECOME BIG DEAL? 

BTW, I POSTED THIS JZ WANA SHARE TO MY READER ABOT THE SONG TAT I LOVE 

Heehe .....


Tats all,

BYE! 





9/3/2014

Heello, I'm back here since my last post in February.lol

Today is the 5th day for my holidays. Still leave a few days only then the school reopen.

When school reopens, assignment, presentation and mid-term exam. etc all nid to do in one time

stressful now even though now im having holidays. But everyday assignment assignment 

 Library is my second home almost everyday i will going to library to study

Is this uni life? Uni life should be fun n x books everyday However tat was past 

Now the uni life is so difference from before huhhhhh...


Eventhough i'm alone i still can play myself, talking to myself, and watching alone.

I'm alone but i know how to entertainment myself lol



I believe i can doing well in my study n my life. 
I have to be strong, independent .
Also have a kid's heart and kind heart.

I wouldn't dissapointed my family, friends and the one i LOVE ...

Tats all from me, 

see u soon in next holidays lol


And wish me luck in my assignment presentation and oso EXAM tq..




Busy Day

Today was a BUSY day. I sweat alot too. All this was because of the registeration course false.lol. Iwalked alot too.From my dorm to my school and walked to office and then walked to profesor room and then walked again to Sollat etc. I think today i had walked all the road tat i nid to walk in few months later.lol
Besides,the weather here was sooooo HOT! Omg. i sweat alot was because of tat too. My home thr stil gt raining but here..Like a kemarau. Now I'm sweating too lol. However,sweating can burned my calories.tat is a good things too.lol.

And Finally I had settle all the registeration things. Next things is go to the class and enjoy the class lol

Wish me luck in the sem2 here :))


Ok,BYE!


马年快乐~Happy Horse Year !!!

现在农历新年也要过得7788了~
今天已经是年十二了~
时间难免也过得有点快了吧~
所以俗话说得好:欢乐时光总是过得这么快 

与家人的团聚,虽然会有点可惜时间不长 但 还是度过了欢乐又开心的新年
因为分离,更珍惜了彼此的关系和相处时间

以前,常仰望在天空飞的飞机 羡慕坐在里头的乘客 又可以飞去外地度假念书等等
但 现在 自己成了里头的乘客 确无法真的开心起来 
虽然很兴奋 可以做飞机飞来飞去 可是现在明白到 飞机票不便宜 又得跟最亲的人分开
无处说心事 又得防小人 重新认识那些陌生人
这就是 外地生存的 牺牲

在外生活的经历 让我成长也成熟了 这也许是件好事 

过几天第一学期的成绩也要出了~希望我可以顺利达到标准,可以考到好成绩
毕竟这是我第一次在大学考试 希望不会考到太差 可以达到我想要的标准就可以

祝我好运吧~


请期待我下片论文吧~


Bye~

Hello , 2014 !

Happy New Year!!!

''3/1/2013'' 4

I think this is the mistake we will often do it in this first month of year 2014. 

my last post was abot i went to the Penang night market.  Tat was my first time went night market after i had being here for abot 4 n the half month lol Time flies. tat is wat i can say. Entered this uni is never in my thought before. When i first applied, i was jz applied for luck only. My aim is the uni near my hometown thr because it is near my house n i gt alot of fren oso applied thr. The most important things is can stay wif family. so i choosed thr.lol BUT so ''luckily'' Ermmm..mayb? lol this uni offered me!!! I was shocked when i saw the comp screen thr showed tis uni name. after shocked for awhile,i called my mom my dad n my bro.they all were......... *shocked* we all didn't aspect i can entered tis uni lol. actually i felt happy but at the same time felt sad too because hav to far away from my family n hav to survive my own outside thr. Hmm..now i successfully did it n can survive until now is a miracle ady!! lol 

ok.now i start my post with my pretty n beauty selca lol.


this is me since Sep until now.any different ? Erm..change pretty liao tat was i heard from.lol



First time do bussiness. lol we sold girl's accessories n the stock was i brought from my hometown n sold at here. lol quite weird right? Hmm..i oso think so.


We are PPIK student. can spotted me? lol im the very pure chinese one :P



my Thailand Language class for this sem. the lecturer so cute n i had sit for the exam lol hope i can score well in this paper.


 Im in formal style. Actually i like wear like this than wearing baju kurung because when i wear baju kurung i can't walk properly n fast lol so i prefer wear like this.




end my post today wif the photo i took when i attended the event '' Light of Peace'' 

plus can someone pls dun always discuss wif me abot the question paper actually i dislike when doing this after the test because it will affect my next paper so PLS dun ever come n discuss wif me eventhough i din say anythings but i guess u can see through my face tat so BLACK ady u still dare come n discuss?! ==


p/s : i hav 2 more paper to go. Wish me luck. 



槟城,夜市夜。

今晚,刚刚与佛学班的学姐学长逛了这里的其中之一的夜市。
终归一句话:人潮拥挤,食物繁多。
是个不错的夜市夜。



马路旁自拍 


看看我那一脸傻样


逛了一圈,汗也满头了,才决定拍照
结果,就是这个样子 

可惜,食物没拍到。

下次应该有机会再来 :))

假期后遗症


开心,因为放假1个星期。
终于可以回到日想夜想的家,看到熟悉但久违的脸孔,才发觉原来自己是多么地想念他们。两个月时间,一直在压抑着自己,不去想他们,不去翻看一起拍的照片,为的就是避免自己因为太想家而荒废学业和辜负他们的期望。

终于,让我见到家人。
搭了2趟班机,花了6个小时多,终于在晚上见到了久违的家人。熟悉的脸庞,熟悉的声音,熟悉的感觉,虽然当中夹杂着些不快乐的气氛,但,还是一句话,我们还是一家人。

1个星期,陪伴家人的时间。
不说多也不说少,时间刚刚好,太长,自己也许回变得有点恋家;太短,无法满足自己的心。说说这几天做的事情:
白天,与家人出去逛街,寻找好吃的;晚上,偶尔去附近逛逛,凌晨,自己熬夜赶功课。每次的早晨,都醒得特别早。不为别的,只为了可以争取多点时间与家人度过。

一个星期后。
假期最后一天,从新回到这里,心里有多般的不舍,眷恋与妈咪一同睡觉的床垫,眷恋与爸爸一起吃早餐的时光,眷恋与哥哥们一同聊天的话题,眷恋在家的一切一切。

现在,自己必须打起12分精神,从新出发。
那些眷恋,必须留在今天,明天过后,必须放进心底处。
也许,自己会有假期后遗症,但,相信自己可以克服的。

亲爱的家,
等待我的归来吧~






19.10


Halo,October :)) 

My Selangor Trip last weekend :



Only 3 of us r Chinese 


Konvensyen ANGKASA at Crystal Crown Hotel 


Our room for 3days 2night 


Having our Lunch & Breakfast here 

Last day's Lunch

*Ice-Cream & Mushroom soup*
My fav ♥


Participants from USM


Group photo before heading back to Penang


End my journey in Petaling Jaya wif my selca in the lift ♥


A good experience for me and through this journey I met alot of ppl from others Uni.They are nice and friendly.Hope to see them again next time.  :))


P/s : Start counting down my dayyy ♥ 



Thats all for today,

BYE!



*第一篇 ---- 开学

感慨

不知不觉地,来到这里已经一个星期了。

想起一个星期前的这个时候,大学礼堂挤满了人,男女老少皆伴同行。

有些有爸爸哥哥帮忙搬东西,有些有弟弟妹妹帮忙拿东西,等等。

看了这场景,想想自己是一个人来的,没有家人陪伴在身边,心里莫名地往下捶,

可是,失望的感觉很快就没了,

因为,我知道,

我的家人也在地球的某一方等我凯旋归来,他们也想要我学习独立了吧 :)

时光,飞逝

一个星期前,还在担心着迎新周该怎么过?

但是,随着时间流逝,很快地迎新周结束了。

迎新周立,我们有说有笑,不分种族地互相帮助。

虽然有时候要到很夜才会到宿舍,甚至有时候三餐不定,连梳洗时间也不够用,

但,这就是大学生活。

每年的迎新周,都会有宿舍间的比赛,

为了这个比赛,学长学姐们要我们夜夜排练,势必要拿到冠军。

可惜,最后我们只拿了全场最佳奖,但也值得了,因为我们大多数都只是在夜里排练,

无论结果怎样,

TEKUN,WE ARE THE BEST !!!!

未来

以后的路,还很漫长,也许弯曲,也许难走,

但,我相信,只要定下心来,一切难题都会迎刃而解。

孤军奋斗的感觉,是时候要习惯了。






p/s :


新启程


新的启程
前面的路也许漫长,也许弯曲,凹凸不平,使人难以看到尽头。
但,
无论前方的路如何,也要提起勇气往前走,因为不到尽头,就不知道其实路的尽头那里也有美丽的风景。
再说沿途的路上也许会有自己意象不到的场景,值得期待。

离乡背井
小时候写作文,常写到游子们离乡背井地出外打拼,为的就是给家人过得舒适,安好。
中学时写作文,常写到游子们落叶归根的心情,
虽然离乡背井许久,但,家,依然在。
也许人会随着时间变化,事物会随着时间在改变,
但,我相信不管怎样那份亲情,依然在。

需要长大
人,总要长大。
长大意味着什么?
以前,时常搞不懂。现在,需要懂了。
心态,思想,自我管理,自立等等都要学会了。

希望,有天我可以对这自己说:我长大了。



天下无不散的宴席

今天看到很多身边的朋友,纷纷搭飞机,去到自己梦想的大学。
朋友,一起加油吧!
虽然在不同地方求学,但大家的愿望都一样,希望自己学业有成!

所以,

一起努力把!

大学,我们来了~~~








Days-7






Bello,people!!! 
*My Latest selca.Crazy and silly face* OMG!!my panda eye. Pls ignored it*
How r u guys? I'm quite busy recently.
My title today is '' Days-7 ''.
What does tat means? Hmmm...maybe some of u know and some doesn't know.It's okay.
Actually I'm nt going to let so many ppl know about this.Haha.
Just wait for my next post then u guys will know.Heehe.*Take it as a secret first.

A new journey gonna start very soon.
First time leave my hometown,
First time to be far from my family,friends and the people I love.
First time live outside alone.
First time try to do anythings myself.
First time join the uni life.
First time to meet the people from different languages,different community etc.
First time to be friend with the people from different state.
And it's gonna be my first time to share a room with others.

Counting down the days.
A month before,I was quite worried about this.
We all wait patiently for the news from uni.
When the result was released,I was quite happy with news.
Day by day, I started worried about it.
Can I adapt myself into the new environment?
Can I be alone there without my family around with me?
Can I be used to eat at outside?
Can I settle everythings by myself?
Can I take care of myself when sick?
Can I do my assignment on time?
Can I be comfortable when meet people from different background?
Can I probably make my uni life better?
Can I able to finish my course within that 3 and the half years?
I was questioned myself everyday.Yes.I admitted I'm no sure whether I can do it or not.But,I know no matter what and how I should give myself a chance a choice to do it.'' Never try Never know ''

Settle my things.
Start packaging my things since a week ago.
Bring along 3 bags with me.Izit too many? lol
Documents that needed already signed by teacher.
And thankiu so much Mr.Teng! Thanks for ur pen and cop xD


Thats all for today,

BYE!



















时间,飞逝。



今天,已是七月最后一天了。

只想说;时间,飞逝。

距离,还剩下一个月,足足一格月。

心情,忐忑不安,不舍,紧张,兴奋。

不知怎的,总觉得时间过得很快,像是在倒数着...

时钟的步伐,嘀嗒嘀嗒地跑,从不停歇。

要离开一个让自己拥有安全感的地方,到一个无人认识的地方,一切都要从新开始。

难免,会感到不安,难适应。

熟悉的环境,亲人的脸庞,自己心中的避风港,一切都要舍弃,

独自一个人,到一个不熟悉,不认识也不熟的地方和人们。

原来,孤军奋斗,是这样的感觉。